To recreate my whole existence to fit into someone else’s? And then be stuck in one place forever? Yeah. Am I “not grown-up”, if I’m not constantly wondering about love and a home for 2? To avoid experiencing normal “Yes I’m Judging You” thoughts from my home gurl, I said, “I’m not pressed”. I wanted to ask, “Is it enough for me to love traveling, meeting new people and long lavish walks thru Whole Foods?”. I wanted to say, “Is it ok for a woman not to be thinking about marriage for the same amount of time as any given man?”.
She said, “I’m still hoping for magic for you.” She was talking about love. Instead of being in a relationship or married, Chrisette says she’d rather go to While Foods (relatable) and travel… Sure I brought home fairly large slabs of bacon, made up the bed and opened a few businesses but… it wasn’t until after we divorced that I realized he had the intentions of living in the same city, raising small opinionated beasts who would grow IN MY STOMACH, and eating at the same restaurant every Sunday. My ex had latched onto the idea that adulting was a “thing”, and I’d never gotten the memo. I think I got married to try adulting on for size. She also said she didn’t really want traditional marriage norms like living in the same city as her husband and having children a.k.a. I walked down the aisle to “Love You Like A Love Song”, a techno club record TOTALLY meant for high heeled, couch dancing at LIV in Miami (or maybe Lavo in Vegas). Aaaaand, it literally never occurred to me that I’d missed a step until… Wedding Bells in Vegas (circa: 2016-2018). I’m in LA, a small-time millionaire, Grammy award-winning, and happily dating “grown-ups” but… I’m a child,” wrote Chrisette.
I’m a living witness as to what God can do! #kingskid #blessed #TheEllisonsĪ post shared by biggs4k on at 3:55pm PDT
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